i dance to take the pain away

[i dance to take the pain away]

[nuodai]

im such a fuckign jealous asshole i pretend like i dont care but i care so much im gonna explode

[i dance to take the pain away]

I just want someone to love me the way that I can’t love myself

To love everything I hate.

[i dance to take the pain away]

[depressed-18-girl]

I hate my voice

I hate my face

I hate my body

I hate my way of being

I hate my thoughts

I hate my life

I hate myself

[i dance to take the pain away]

[remanence-of-love]

[i dance to take the pain away]

[zero-cal-honey]

An eating disorder, huh? If I had an eating disorder could I do tHIS- *binges*

[i dance to take the pain away]

9 days into 2019 and i’ve been rejected my 2 boys already. i’m just not good enough

[i dance to take the pain away]

[fivesecondsofglitter]

me every day

[i dance to take the pain away]

i’ve stopped myself from cutting three times this week, but i know my resolve isn’t going to last long and that i truly need it

[i dance to take the pain away]

[claras-body]

someone: “starving yourself will kill you!!!1!1!1!1!1!!”

me:

[i dance to take the pain away]

[bpdvoid]

me: (wakes up)
brain: k̗̣̳̝͓͝ ͈̱̤̳͓͎̪͜i̕ ͚̹͍l̟̭̰̱ ̳̪̫͍̠l̖̖ ͇̹͇̩ͅy͏̬̣̯̠̤ ͉͜o͚͈̯̫ͅ u͘ ̫̞̲̣͞ͅr̭̜̗͈̫̠ ̫̗͎͙͚̜ş̝̱͎̝̳͙ͅ ̤͙̺̯e̱͈ ̷l̴ ͖̭͈f̠̺̩͙͓
me: alright edgelord chill the fuck out